Sunday, February 26, 2006

Immortality.


unending, indefinite, indeterminate.

My own final fantasy.


Saturday, February 25, 2006

Take a step back.

Sometimes I find myself needing to take a step back in order to get a closer look.

Similar to a Chinese saying, “旁观者清当局者迷。”

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Sometimes I realised the WHOLE thing only when other people told me about it -- just because that I'm so blurry at times. *Sigh*


Hm. I want to -- Hey, wait, It's too many. Here are the list.
  • I want to do a better job of considering things that don’t make sense to me.
  • I want to do a better job of thinking simple things more deeply.
  • I want to do more digging.
  • I want to probe more.
  • I want to ask more.
  • I want to talk more.
  • I want to protect myself more.
  • I want to question more.
  • I want to test more.
  • I want to experiment more.
  • I want to experience more.

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Well, I realised a man of probity is hard to become, afterall. -( *

Midnight's Vainity



*speechless*
LOL =D

Friday, February 24, 2006

Randomness.




Edited photograph for our digital class magazine.

Don't treat anyone TOO good. Protect yourself.

Sometimes the most UNEXPECTED conversations happen.

Watched NTV7's Finding Angels. I can't control my tears.

Tears dripped down my cheek. Sigh.

The world is NOT SAFE anymore.

Haih.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

feel .

Listening to songs that make me feel happy.


''''' (^*^) '''''

Listening to songs that remind me of what it felt like to be happy.

- Are you happy? -

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Hands up!

HANDS UP!!
-- I'll shoot you if you didn't read this post!



Ehem. According to some source on internet -- Work is where you will spend 1/3 of your adult life. *sigh* Anyway, we might as well learn to live with it, love it and make it work for us. Yea? (#_#)

Hm. I've been learning great and brand new stuffs lately -> from my jobs, my friends, and the people around me. Yea -- *eyes-rolling* -- BEING AN ADULT to be exact. =)


  • You got to do what you GOT TO DO

Truth of the matter is, dream jobs you imagined just doesn’t exist outside of politics. If you do find a job having 2 hours lunch time, getting out every day at 5 and the boss lets you leave early on Friday, let me give you my resume. =) * LOL. Work will never be better than not working, why else would they be paying people to do it? Accept the overall truth: you will probably not like your job. Hey don't misunderstand dude! I like my job as a teacher!! Just that, sometimes I'm tired. Okay, let me explain to you.

*-* 7am - 12.50pm [ Science subject teacher for 5 classes (which 4 of them are TOP classes, haha. Stressful man. ) ]

*-* 12.55pm - 6.30pm [ Part-time office boy -- key in students' data] or [ Relief teacher for teacher who didn't come ]

*-* 7.30pm - 9.30 ++ pm [ Private tutor for 2 students ] *Applicable to Mon, Wed and Fri only. Subject to change. I have another tuition job coming soon. Guess I shall make some arrangement again. Sigh. =(

Calculation : 6 hours + 6 hours + 2 hours + = Approximately 14 hours a day. I'm physically okayyy but mentally tired. Hehhe.

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  • Office Politics

It’d be nice to think that since we’ve left high school and all the immaturity moments, that people have improved. To me, it's about the same as the high school's classroom. Cool kids at one table, smart kids at another, loners and losers over here and so on.

They fight inter-office wars, get people fired, make your life miserable and can be a leading cause of work stress. Well, for me, I think it's utterly important to deal with the office politics. It’s a slow process that pays off immensely and you will never regret using it when it’s working for you. The MOST important -- make friends!! But beware! Everyone’s smiling to you -- but yet, maybe none of them are your friends. It’s better playing your own rules. Does it feel dishonest? Yeah, it does. BUT, actually it’s a survival tool for getting along around, I’ll tell you that.

Another lesson to be learned is : Learn who you can be real with and who you can’t.

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P.S. - I love having other people write on my blog. It makes more sense for everyone to share new ideas. I think I may also like the fact that very few people are going to actually take the time or energy to type out my url to get to this site, so therefore only people that actually care about ME are going to read this, which means I'm wasting my time writing this post. LOL. =) *

YEAH?

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

lyrics.

As requested, here is the lyrics. heee =) *
约定
说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱, 把时间留住
你笑着说, 这是我们的考验,
我们的约定.

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方, 闭上眼, 等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸.

*我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了, 连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方, 闭上眼
等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的,
我更爱你了.

你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的
更爱你了...
P.S. - The MTV is nice. It's similar to the tong hua's.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

a not-so my day.



Wishing everyone Happy Valentine's Day !
I'm still single. available. unwanted.

Anyone?

*sigh*

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P.S. - Song for loner. Valentine's day best choice.

光良- 约定 (yue ding)

Micheal - a promised date

Download link : http://pwap.cn/sound/longyo/0193533001137706478.wma

Sunday, February 12, 2006

P/W.

Password changed. =D

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Insecure.

Hey... my latest post on Huo Yuan Jia [fearless] gone already. Gosh, someone deleted it? my password?? -- let me see. Yeah. Only one person knows. But shouldn't be ... I think I better change my password. hm. =) *

P.S : I'll do the tag later sis. =X *